My friend Patrice is the pastor at one of the many local
protestant churches. I asked him last night over a game of cazino, the most
popular Haitian card game, if I could attend this morning’s service with him.
He was delighted. The service required me to dress semi formally. This was the
first time since arriving that I had put on a pair of pants, and it was just as
miserably hot as I anticipated. When we arrived at the church, Patrice escorted
me to a seat in the center of the crowd then left to sit by the front and
perform his duties as pastor. Surrounded by about seventy Haitians wearing
heavy garb in an enclosed space, the temperature in here was easily 10 degrees hotter
than outside. I immediately started dripping sweat. Two men in baggy suits then
began to prowl throughout the church, literally screaming and spitting in
people’s faces. I assume they were reciting parts of the Bible, but this
realization didn’t take place until later, and at the time I was thoroughly confused
and frightened. When the men finally ended their rampage, the church quieted
down a bit. One of them began speaking at a reasonable volume, leading a
prayer. Just then a little boy, maybe four years old, walked up and sat down on
the ground right in front of me. Starting at this moment and continuing for the
rest of the service, he would gently stroke my knee at eight second intervals
and say “Blan!” The churchgoers had all been staring at me from the moment I
walked in, and many children had run up to touch my skin, but this tiny human
was for some reason particularly transfixed by my odd coloring.
While everybody else chanted, I
quietly observed the church. The poorest church in the community, it’s
structure was basic but beautiful. The roof is made of two large metal sheets
supported by a rickety wooden frame. Sheets hang from the metal roof to form
the walls. Every surface is decorated with fake flowers and sunlight
illuminates the walls, giving the church a very open feeling. We sat on plastic
chairs.
Eventually, Patrice took the
altar and rang a small bell prompting everyone to stand up in unison. He began
singing with a powerful, moving tenor voice. The rest of the church fell in
with him, singing slowly and swaying back and forth. Though I didn’t know the
words, I hummed and swayed with the rest of them. Little by little, Patrice
sped up the music and the people began to sing louder and louder. The boy
sitting at my feet began spanking my knee rapidly in time. Before I knew it,
drums were playing and everyone was clapping and dancing with joyous abandon. I
found myself dancing and clapping along. It was like being on drugs. As the
dancing quickened, the temperature of the room rose significantly. The singing
continued to grow in volume and my head began ringing with sound of so many
voices. The air seemed to shimmer around me. As we neared the peak of our sound
and energy, the wind began to blow outside, causing the loosely hung sheets to
flap restlessly. The walls were moving. People clutched at my arms and danced
with me. The heat was unbearable and I was slick with sweat. More drums joined
in the people sang as loud as they could. As volume and fervor reached their
climax, I fainted into my chair.
My first thought was that I had
kicked the little boy’s head off. Panicking, I frantically looked for him by my
feet only to find him giggling away under my chair. Then the priest was
standing in front of me offering me a thin book. I had no idea what I was
supposed to do with the thing until he demonstrated fanning himself off with
it. I thanked him and he took me by arm and stood me up, telling me to
introduce myself to the church. I spoke to them in kreyol, thanking them for their
hospitality and for welcoming me into their church. I told them I hoped to see
them in violin class and thank you again for the beautiful beautiful service.
Akeyi. Welcome.
From one Haiti blogger to another, keep it up! I know the feeling - trying to capture the moment when every keystroke adds to your body's sweat burden. For sure my most intense memories were of people's spirituality, religion, mysticism, or whatever you want to call it. I sometimes felt like they were letting me in on some great cosmic joke, very welcoming. Looking forward to more great writing.
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